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Name: Annie


Interests: #1 God, Getting closer to him every day, Iceskating, horsebackriding, rock climbing, making money, shopping, driving, laying under the stars, watching the sun rise, or set, the beach, hanging out with freinds, inside jokes, i before e, TV/movies, music, Random Pictures, having fun, and laughing!!!!


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Thursday, April 12, 2007

AH!!!! So today I was driving over to my little house on the Prairie... haha, and I saw this guy pulling out of my mothers driveway.... I was like "what the heck".... cause no one was even home....  and so I stopped in my driveway and watched this guy and he was looking through everyones windows and stuff.... so then I followed him (cause I wanted to get his license plate number) and he got out of his car and I pulled up behind him to try to see it, but the car was to dirty, SO, I kinda sat there and watched him and he came and stood in front of my van and he was SO scary!!!! So I went around him and drove down the road....  and then I turned around went back to the house.... and called my dad.... so he drove over to check it out, and the dumb guy... who I THOUGHT was a robber or something... turned out to be a meter reader... haha!!!! I am a dork.... I was already to like call the cops or something. Wow, I kinda was freaked out though. so there is lil story for ya :)


Monday, March 19, 2007

I’m waiting, and praying, and saying the words.

Help please, my heart pleas, I want to be heard.

Nothing is sound here, no ones around

Life barrels out and my world comes crashing down

 

Murder, and life threats, and death everywhere

Crying, and heartache, and pain over there

Joy is found no where and love is so rare

Pleasure is limited and my heart is now bare

 

Dreams I’ve been having they seem so obscure 

I feel like I’m drowning in a fountain of fear

Running and running but never getting far

My emotions are marked with many a scar

 

Incomprehensible pain all enveloping my soul

My heart is only half it’s no longer whole

What can bring such sorrows on a girl with so much to gain?

This agony and sting is washed away by the rain………..

 

I want to start over, I need to be done

I know people love me, but not the right ones.

My heart is sunk and regrets are without a doubt

Stuck in the wrong shoes and I can’t get out

 

 

 


Sunday, January 28, 2007

Ok, I'm updating....
My life......
Ummm....
Not much to update on....
Yup, thats it....
 



Friday, December 22, 2006

Do you ever wonder why God puts you through trials? I mean, your doing everything in your will to try to see good out of it, but more than often you just dont. Its really complicated...... you feel selfish for feeling so mad about certain things yet you have every right to be mad aout the things happening. Yet, you look at Jesus and what he did for us on the cross and you are ashamed that such little things that seem so big at the moment make you so mad. Jesus had every right to be angry about the things people said and did to him, yet he never said anything and forgave everyone of them, and even better yet, died for each of them..... that makes me feel so stupid.  I think it is ok to be angry as long as you do not grow bitter, what do you think? Is anger a sin if you do nothing with it? But what if you could do something with that anger, you know to resolve it or something, you had a chance but just didnt take it, would that be a sin? You look for things to fill the void of other things that arent filling them in the first place, and you seem to get burned by them every time, whether its people or material things, you almost always get hurt when trying to replace your unresolved anger with someone or something. I know that we should replace our holes with God and his word and I do that, but I think God made people to be helpers in certain situations.... they are there to help you out, but sometimes you just dont want to open up for fear that they will hurt you like everything in the past. Hmmm.... I dont know, just a thought that has been in my mind for some time now.
     Anyways, I went and saw the pursuit of happiness tonight with Ashley and Emily.... it was a great movie but they didnt like it cause it was depressing through the entire thing. You kept waiting for it to get better and it just kept getting worse and worse, I loved it though. I think I can relate to it in certain ways. They made it very clear that happiness is only something you can pursue, once you find it, it doesnt stay forever.... you spend most of your life just pursuing the joy and rarely ever get it. I thought it was a really really amazing movie though.
     Anyways, I think Ive gotten like 12 hours of sleep the past 3 nights so I may just go to bed.... have a merry Christmas everyone, and happy new year! Peace Out ~Annie


Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Thank - you Noah!



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